ah you joined! hahaha hello welcome and wow you're not kidding about how fresh your blood is, dang

definitely look into the Manga when you get a chance. it's quite a bit different than the Anime after a certain point (I want to say right around all the Arachnophobia shenanigans) and it's an experience.

if you still can't find the fic in question, I'll give you another hint if you'd like~